Crisis Averted

Ok. So if you can't tell by now, I have this tendency to over process.  Try as I might, I will inevitably freak out when something goes wrong.  The next day everything always looks less overwhelming then it did and I'm always a little embarrassed that I went so far.  But it's me.  I don't see that it will ever change.

Today I went into planning mode.  It is what it is.  My family comes first.  So I absolutely get and support that someone else is putting their family first.  Absolutely.  It's still possible to get some training on the side.  I don't know how often or for how long, but it's a little comforting that Mike is still there to check in with.  As I walked into the gym tonight, I saw a sign saying they are starting up a boot camp class on Monday nights. "In," I thought.  I love Boot camp style work outs.  Then after finishing up my run, another client of his came in and I ended up with another hour of cardio as we were talking.

I left tonight realizing that even though it wasn't what I had planned that I am stronger then I was.  And as it has been pointed out to me, stronger then I ever give myself credit for.

Thanks for reading. Thanks for encouraging. Thanks for making me laugh at myself. 

I got this.