Ok. So if you can't tell by now, I have this tendency to over process. Try as I might, I will inevitably freak out when something goes wrong. The next day everything always looks less overwhelming then it did and I'm always a little embarrassed that I went so far. But it's me. I don't see that it will ever change.
Today I went into planning mode. It is what it is. My family comes first. So I absolutely get and support that someone else is putting their family first. Absolutely. It's still possible to get some training on the side. I don't know how often or for how long, but it's a little comforting that Mike is still there to check in with. As I walked into the gym tonight, I saw a sign saying they are starting up a boot camp class on Monday nights. "In," I thought. I love Boot camp style work outs. Then after finishing up my run, another client of his came in and I ended up with another hour of cardio as we were talking.
I left tonight realizing that even though it wasn't what I had planned that I am stronger then I was. And as it has been pointed out to me, stronger then I ever give myself credit for.
Thanks for reading. Thanks for encouraging. Thanks for making me laugh at myself.
I got this.