So part of my sub training is to take a bazillian classes at the club I want to teach at to inundate myself with the style and skills of the other instructors. This mainly means I have been taking classes at 5:45 am or on Saturdays since I work during all the other day times. And they don't have a lot of evening classes, so hopefully that's where I can find my own niche.
But I have been kind of dying to take Frank's class. Frank trained on the same team as Lance Armstrong. THE Lance Armstrong.
And I got to take his class.
It was a great class! I tried to just absorb everything he was saying. Which was harder then one would think because it was a seriously tough ride. But I was proud of myself for getting through it. And even prouder of myself for having enough guts to introduce myself. "Great! I will definitely use you!"
WHAT? Really? But I still have weight to lose! I don't look like you do! I'm just a mom who loves to work out....how in the hell does a guy who rode with Armstrong think that I could sub for him?
I always assume that people won't take me seriously until I get the rest of this stubborn weight off. And sometimes that happens. Sometimes some judgy bitch (and not the one in my head) gives me the up and down look and I know what she's thinking. In my healthier moments I tell her she doesn't know anything about me or how far I have come. Other times I believe her look.
But this guy seemed to take me seriously. I think I need to really take myself seriously.