Compare and Contrast

I took a boot camp class this morning at the Y.

I was the largest female in the class.  I know, I know.  I shouldn't compare.  But I do.  I will.  I probably always will.  And today I was the largest.

BUT.  I beat my partner in the sprints.  And I lifted more during our chest press.  And I did not have to stop during our squat sets.  I was bad ass.

She was tiny.  But I was fierce.

Some day this will be enough.

Until then I will keep trying to prove (to myself, and anyone else paying attention) that size is just a number. 

And I can kill it.